
Reshmi Rumal
Arjan Dhillon
A for Arjan · 2022
Kudi hasdi ae aakhan walli seh
Her eyes do the smiling when she laughs.
Ohdi tor paira toh kalli seh
Her stride has always been in a league of its own.
Kitho dhokha kha leya ae
I wonder who betrayed her trust.
Dekheya ni janda hall ohda
It breaks my heart to see her this way.
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Hanju-an da hisaab kr
I'm keeping a ledger of every teardrop.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
That silk handkerchief of hers tells a story of sorrow.
Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Counting every sob she tries to hide.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
Wrapped in her silk, she carries her pain.
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Kalli bethe canteen ach
Sitting lonesome in the canteen corner,
Padh di hundi heer seh oh
Lost in the ancient pages of Heer’s tragic romance.
Hune aakhe oh sacha seh
She used to preach that true love is eternal.
Kalle lohe uteh lakeer seh oh
Firm as a blade-carved mark on steel.
Hune aakhe oh sacha seh
Back when she believed love was unbreakable.
Kalle lohe uteh lakeer seh oh
Indelible, like iron meeting iron.
Kayiya di takdeer seh oh
She was the dream girl everyone aspired to have.
Ki krna sak tasveer seh oh
Now, what good is a frozen photo of her smile?
Khore kehda toddh geya
I don't know whose betrayal shattered her world.
Haye zulfan da jaal ohda
Caught in the labyrinth of her tangled hair.
Jaal ohda
Stuck in her web of grief.
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Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Counting the tears she sheds in private.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
Her silk handkerchief, soaked in silent misery.
Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Tallying the toll of her heartbreak.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
Her silk scarf keeps the secrets of her weeping.
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Kolo langdi neevi chkdi ni
She glides past with her gaze fixed on the ground.
Jadh vi college ahundi aa
Whenever she walks into the college halls.
Saare dekhde ajj kal oh
Every eye is on her these days.
Suit vi fikke pahundi aa
Wearing nothing but faded, colorless suits.
Saare dekhde ajj kal oh
They all watch the shadow she has become.
Suit vi fikke pahundi aa
Trading her vibrancy for muted tones.
Naa hatth vich gutt ghumaundi aa
No more playing with her wrist jewelry.
Naa hora nu tadfaundi aa
She stopped bothering to drive boys crazy.
Keda disno reh geya ae
What happened to that spark she once had?
Si nakhra kamaal ohda kamaal ohda
Her attitude used to be legendary, absolutely legendary.
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Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Keeping track of all the tears falling.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
Her silk handkerchief is the only witness to her cries.
Dekheya ni janda hall ohda
I can't bear to see her fading away.
Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Counting the sorrow in her eyes.
Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Tracking the tears that never end.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
That silk handkerchief—it’s all she has left.
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Chnga Bhalla mat kaundi she
She was always the sensible one.
Kyon raah khurne nu
Why is she letting herself waste away?
Arjan di umar vi lag jaave
I’d give her my own youth if I could.
Raab krke ohde surme nu
May God restore the brightness to her kohl-lined eyes.
Arjan di umar vi lag jaave
Take my years and give them to her.
Raab krke ohde surme nu
Praying her gaze glows with life once more.
Haaje ki umar ae judhne nu
She's far too young to have her heart shattered.
Khushiya Khadiyaa ne mudne nu
Happiness has yet to make its way back to her.
Sukhi sandhi tpp jaave
May she find a safe passage through this pain.
Aa 19 va ja saal ohda ohda
Her nineteenth year, so full of unspent life.
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Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Tallying the tears she sheds for her past.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
That silk handkerchief, forever dampened.
Hanju-an da hisaab kr
Counting the quiet sorrows.
Haaye reshmi rumaal ohda rumaal ohda
Holding onto her silk handkerchief for comfort.