GHUMSHUDA
Sharry Maan
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Just as solitary and lost as I am.
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Drifting in the same lonely haze.
गुमसुदा बियासरा होना ऐ
Feeling utterly abandoned and without a map.
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Mirroring my own hollow loneliness.
गुमसुदा बियासर हो गई
She has also become a ghost, wandering without direction.
पट ऐ रज़ उसनु वि
Does she even fathom the weight of the secrets we kept?
नहि आया जुदा होन
Neither of us realized the moment we drifted apart.
नहि निर्मोही एना वि
She isn't the cold-hearted person others paint her as.
के जिन समाजे ऐ मुख्य
At least, not to the extent I have come to realize.
नहि निर्मोही एना वि
Her soul isn't as hardened as it seems.
के जिन समाजे ऐ मुख्य
At least, not from my perspective.
कदे ता दिन पुराणे याद करके
Perhaps, while reflecting on the echoes of our past.
तडपेया होन
She must have endured her own quiet agony.
कदे ता दिन पुराणे याद करके
In those moments when the old days resurface.
तडपेया होन
She must have felt the sting of our end.
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Isolated, just like I have become.
गुमसुदा बियासर हो गई
Lost in the void, drifting without shelter.
पट ऐ रज़ उसनु वि
Even she cannot grasp the mystery of our undoing.
नहि आया जुदा होन
We never saw the separation coming.
बादि तरस रहि मनु
I am left yearning desperately for her.
मेरे भरम पले दी
Trapped by the illusions I once cherished.
बादि तरस रहि मनु
My heart is still starving for those days.
मेरे भरम पले दी
Wasting away in the myths I built around us.
विदेइ दे समाय तू
When you finally walked away from me.
विदेइ दे समाय तू
In that final, devastating moment of departure.
बराट के देखेया होन
You must have surely glanced back at me one last time.
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Just as adrift and solitary as me.
गुमसुदा बियासरा होना ऐ
Existing in this stateless, lonely limbo.
पट ऐ रज़ उसनु वि
Even she remains oblivious to the hidden truth.
नहि आया जुदा होन
We were blind to the divide until it was too late.
मेरे हाय वांग तनहा
Just as hollow and solitary as myself.
गुमसुदा बियासर हो गई
A soul lost, cast out into the silence.