Fallin Apart

Paa Vi Baithi Aan Gawa Vi Baithi Aan Tu Taan Turr Gaya Main Taan Vi Baithi Aan Do Akkhar Tere Ve Kaid Naale Tattoo Gutt Te Bana Vi Baithi Aan Raatan Da Ki Ae Langaundi Rehndi Ae Ve Deeve Baal Ke Bujhaundi Rehni Ae Teri Mang De Ve Kaale Rang De Ve Paune Taan Ki Main Siwaundi Rehni Ae Ve Saare Suit’an Ch Haaye Teri Khushbu Mehak Ni Gayi Jala Vi Baithi Aan Paa Vi Baithi Aan Gawa Vi Baithi Aan Tu Taan Turr Gaya Main Taan Vi Baithi Aan Ohde Tarle Main Saare Kar Laye Russ Vi Layi Mana Vi Baithi Aan Mere Wangran Zaleel Na Hove Zakham De Gaya Ve Heal Na Hove Tere Layi Kotiyan Je Bunn’di Aan Taan Ve Sui Chubh Jayе Te Feel Na Hove Hawa De Warga Channa Dе Warga Tu Vaggda Rahe Main Raah Vi Baithi Aan Paa Vi Baithi Aan Gawa Vi Baithi Aan Tu Taan Turr Gaya Main Taan Vi Baithi Aan Ohde Tarle Main Saare Kar Laye Russ Vi Layi Mana Vi Baithi Aan Ve Tu Taan Ho Gaya Ae Ve Paran Ton Paran Udaari La Gaya Ae Main Paran Ton Daran Ve Tere Muhre Aa Main Diary Karaan Tu Kivein Chhaddeya Main Shayari Karaan Nibha Ke Farzan Banavan Tarza Likh Vi Leya Te Ga Vi Baithi Aan Paa Vi Baithi Aan Gawa Vi Baithi Aan Tu Taan Turr Gaya Main Taan Vi Baithi Aan Ohde Tarle Main Saare Kar Laye Russ Vi Layi Mana Vi Baithi aan

I’ve had it, and now I’ve lost it all. You walked away, and I’m just sitting here, anchored in the past. Your initials, along with your name, I’ve gone and tattooed them onto my wrist. What are these nights even for? I just pass them by, Lighting lamps only to watch them flicker out. The clothes you once asked for, In that deep black shade, I keep getting them stitched, holding onto the memory. Every single suit I wear, Carries your lingering scent, I’ve tried to burn the fragrance, but it won’t go away. I’ve had it, and now I’ve lost it all. You walked away, and I’m stuck in this void. I’ve begged you for everything, I’ve been angry, and I’ve been the one to make peace. I don’t want you to suffer, Like the pain you left behind, Which never seems to heal. When I knit sweaters for you, The needle pricks my skin, And I can’t even feel a thing. You’re like the fleeting breeze, Like the ever-shifting moon, Always moving, while I’m just waiting by the roadside. I’ve had it, and now I’ve lost it all. You walked away, and I’m still here. I’ve done everything to make it work, I’ve fought and I’ve made up. You’ve drifted away, Taking flight into the distance, And I’m just left here, terrified of moving on. I’m pouring my heart out into this diary, Asking why you left, turning my pain into poetry. Having fulfilled my duties, I’ve found my rhythm, I’ve written it all down, And I’ve even turned it into a song. I’ve had it, and now I’ve lost it all. You walked away, and I’m still waiting.